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So before January 2011 is over, I thought it might actually be nice to take a look back at 2010. XD Yes, yes, I know I am very behind on the whole "recap 2010" post, but I thought the last year just brought so many changes that I couldn't go without being revisited a little.

When I think back to January, I was just starting the second half of my clinical rotations to finish up school. It almost feels like another life by this point. My first rotation of that semester was Internal Medicine. I often felt it was an exercise in speed - how much information could I gather and tie together about the patients before having to present in the afternoon? I learned a great deal during those six weeks. It was also my first rotation where there was another student from school with me, and having someone to gripe with was a huge comfort.

The second six-week period saw me going to a community pharmacy attached to the hospital. This was probably my second-favorite rotation (after the Psych rotation I took in 2009). If all community pharmacy work was as rewarding and fulfilling as the time I spent there, the choice between hospital and community would have been much harder. But I also discovered just how tired standing for 8-10 hours a day can be.

For my final rotation, I returned to the hospital where I had done Internal Medicine. However, this time around, it was definitely not a good learning experience. Aside from just wanting to be done with rotations at that point, I found the work to be of little value to my learning. The preceptor was a strange, strange lady who issued the vaguest instructions I've ever heard. Then she had the nerve to call me "needy" during my final evaluation because I asked for further clarification. Is wanting to do something right the first time wrong? NO. Haha...looks like I still have issues regarding that final rotation! Again, I had a student with me who had been with this preceptor before, and she thankfully helped to clarify things for me a great deal. Anyway, I'm seriously glad I didn't get a residency at this facility, because this preceptor was also the residency program director. I'm not sure I could have handled a year of vague instructions and general weirdness.
But in all fairness...this was the rotation where I got to watch open-heart surgery, which was totally rad.

I should also note that all three of my second semester rotations were at a hospital that had off-site parking and a shuttle service - something my fellow students and I absolutely loathed by the end. I can't tell you how many times I had to stand in the cold rain because the shuttle would be driving away as I came out of the parking structure.

After finishing up rotations came review week at school - basically one last chance to sit in our lecture halls again and listen to speakers while everyone chatted and surfed the internet. XD

Of course, after that came Graduation on May 15th, 2010. I officially got my doctorate and finished school. Still, even now - eight months later - it feel weird writing that. School has been my life for...well...my life. Coming out of something so structured into the rather nebulous "real life" has been strange. I miss the comforting solidity and framework of working toward something greater with a purpose. After getting a job (even one that I enjoy) I'm kind of wondering...what next?

So summer was spent studying for my boards from the time I finished graduated until around mid July. I even snuck in a nice vacation to Seattle and the islands in there (visiting the cousin and relaxing with the family). But those interminable days days studying really felt endless. To help keep me sane, I would reward every two hours of studying with an episode of She-Ra (which I completed over the summer), Fantastic Four World's Greatest Heroes, Iron Man Armored Adventures, or Star Trek DS9. It felt like a weird combination of long past summer vacations and taking self-study summer school. XD

Thankfully, I passed both tests on the first go. I've been debating taking the tests to be able to practice in another state, which if I decide to go forward with should be something I undertake sooner rather than later. The further I go on, the harder it will be to force myself back into reviewing the material and going through the rigmarole of taking another test/forms/fees/etc.

Summer also saw an explosion in my toy collecting hobby. Something I attribute to lots of time at home to hunt stores, eBay, and read internet reviews. Also may have had something to do with getting money for graduation. :D Likely pent-up retail therapy after having no income since February after leaving CVS.

I got my license on August 5th, 2010. At that point, I gave myself until the end of August to look exclusively for hospital jobs. After thirty-odd applications, by the end of the month I had an interview set up for a not-quite-hospital job (the only non-hospital job I applied for). After that interview, I had set another one up with a hospital (the place I work now). But in the meantime, pharmacy 1 offered me a job (part-time for up to six months, then full time). I asked for an extension to think it over and was up front that I had the second interview. After being offered the job where I am now, I accepted and had to call back pharmacy 1 to decline their offer. That was an incredible weird experience. I've always had to fight for part-time jobs...so having to turn someone down was something I'd never done before.

The time between taking the job offer (early September) and starting the job (October 4th) was another strange period. During that month I looked for apartments (and finally found a decent townhouse!), hunted for furniture, signed tons of papers, packed up my toys/books/life, and watched some more shows. It was a frenetic month to try and get everything ready for the move, and yet I didn't really feel all that stressed. Maybe because I knew I had at least gotten a job, I was able to savor a few of my final days of freedom.

Anyway, work is where I've been ever since October. I still visit home at least once a month (heh...if not more often!). It's hard to leave a place you've lived since second grade, after all.

So I hope that 2011 brings good things. I have plans to do some writing (namely, finish my Jewel Riders fic, writing an original novella, and hopefully doing some Dragon Flyz writing). I also want to really take the time now to develop healthy eating habits and lose some weight. Since I make most all of my food, it should be easier to implement healthier choices more often. And of course, 2011 will see me continue the growth of my toy collection! :D
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Wow...I can't believe that my last entry here was on March 30th.  That just makes me all kinds of sad.

Suffice to say that the last two months have been pretty busy.  I finished my last rotation May 7th with being able to watch an awesome open heart surgery from beginning to end.  But I was definitely glad to be done with the whole rotations thing.  Doing pointless projects and hanging fliers around the hospital was not exactly the best use of my time there.  Our class spent a week back at the main campus after rotations doing a board review class, which was mildly helpful.

And May 15th, I graduated with my Doctor of Pharmacy.  And almost a month later, I still feel weird as heck when I think about it. 

In the ideal world, I would be starting a residency in a few weeks, giving me a leg up later when I would look for good jobs.  But as my last entry said, I did not match with a residency program, and am left mildly directionless.  So I have put out applications (and so far been turned down) to multiple possibly employers.  I can understand why, however.  Before I have my license, who will really want to hire me?

So, I have been studying like mad since getting done with school in preparation for taking the first part of my boards on June 17th.  After that, I leave the next day on a vacation to Seattle until the 28th, and will hopefully take the second part of the boards a couple of weeks after getting back.  To say I am apprehensive about taking these tests is putting it mildly.  If you don't pass, you have to wait THREE MONTHS to retake, which in my current jobless state would really, really suck.  I want a good employer and some monies, please.

A few months back, I wrote a letter to myself through FutureMe.org for the occasion of my graduation.  It went as follows...

Dear FutureMe,
Wow...can you believe that you've finally made it to the end of Pharmacy School?  Does it feel like the ending of a horrible nightmare, or are you the tiniest bit nostalgic (like I know you are).
Looking back, how does it feel to have spent the last six years of your life pursuing a goal in higher education that at first you didn't even really want, but then slowly grew to kind of enjoy?  At any rate, I bet it feels fucking awesome to be done with UOP and school.
I'm writing this wondering if you'll be ready to embark on a Residency, going to work for CVS, or maybe something entirely different.  The road of life is a little foggy at the moment, so I hope the sun shines through for you and things all worked out to their best.
As you move on from Pharmacy school, don't ever let the soul-sucking nature that your career can have affect your dreaming.  Like Holly Lisle is so fond of saying, follow your dreams.  Get better at piano, write a damn novel, see the world and taste the wine of life for the first time in your life.  Don't live the sheltered, tiring existence you have for the last ten years.
And last of all, take care of yourself.  Lose weight.  Get fit.  Become fucking hot, and prove all those dickheads wrong.  It's your 10 year reunion in another four years, after all.
Cheers, and the best of everything to you.
~J, 2/1/10


On a non-graduation note, I have been really getting into Barbie Collector lately.  My collection has grown from my three Star Trek dolls to around 22 (including some vintage repros that are on their way).  This is all very surreal to me.  Not only was Barbie/Ken always the kind of "taboo" line for me to collect as a guy, but this is possibly my fastest growth of a collection EVER.  I really enjoy the history that this brand has - I mean the fact that it's been around long enough to even have vintage repros really scores points in my "sense of history" category. 

But when I pass both board examination, I think I'll reward myself with a new Pullip and Taeyang.  I haven't gotten any of them in a long time.
polychrome_pen: (Drake of Jewel Riders)
Direct me to it, please?

Well, my hopes were dashed.   Looks like I didn't get a residency like I'd hoped.  Maybe "dashed" is too strong of a word.  I'm not actually sad about NOT having to work super hard for pennies for a year, but I did put a lot of time and effort (and money!) into all those apps and interviews.  Now it all just feels like a big fat waste of time.  And I would have enjoyed the opportunity to learn lots more.

So I consoled myself by picking up the Twilight Barbies and the Princess and the Frog off of Amazon. XD

But in all seriousness, I feel incredibly directionless now.  I had put most of my hopes into getting a residency, and now I'm not really sure what to do.  I'm afraid of retail pharmacy - it's incredibly soul-sucking and tiring - but most hospitals don't actually hire that many pharmacists.  So I kind of see myself just falling into a retail position by default.  Which makes me sad.  I should really look up the contact info for some of my pharmacist friends and see if they can't hook me up with some sort of hospital job.

But on a more fun note, I just finished my fifth rotation last week, and they gave me $125 work of gift cards at the end!  I was in complete and total shock.  And touched, too.  I'm going to miss that pharmacy and its crazy antics.  One of the cards was for the the theater, so I'm definitely going to go catch How to Train Your Dragon this week.  Must support animation in the theaters!
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So since it's been quite a while since I've last posted anything of importance here, be prepared for a long entry on My Life in the Last Two Months.

Let's start with January:

I started back to Rotations with my Internal Medicine block.  Which basically meant that for six weeks I reviewed patient charts looking for screw-ups.  Actually, it was pretty interesting and I really do feel that I learned a lot.  The big problem that I had with the hospital is that my workstation was in the break room.  Now, in the beginning I didn't think this would be so bad - I mean, being right by the coffee is Not Necessarily a Bad Thing.  But oh, how wrong I was.  Being incessantly asked about the weather (from where I was sitting, the window looked liked a mirror and I couldn't even see anything outside!), and having to listen to the same griping, inane conversations over and over nearly drove me to the brink.  Not to mention having to listen to one of the technicians talk on her cell phone all the time.  In Russian.  There are no words to describe the lack of etiquette there.

But minor problems aside, the preceptor was good and I got to give some presentations to the pharmacy staff about new drugs and medical journal articles, so at the very least I was exposed to some more things.

January also brought me the first of my Pharmacy Residency interviews.  This was a County Hospital not far from my parent's home, so if I got the residency I could at least save some money and move back home for a year.  I really liked the people I interviewed with, and could really see myself being happy working there...except for the hours.  10-11 hour days, five days a week?  Um, no.  So that was a definite black eye for that site.

February was nothing if not an eventful month, in so many ways!

I had my second residency interview at the Catholic hospital where I did my Internal Medicine rotation.  This is where I would probably be happiest to end up, if only because the hours are normal.  I'm really, really over the whole "work tons of hours for nothing!" mentality.  The disadvantage of this site, of course, is continuing to have to deal with some of those really annoying employees.

This month also brought the start of a new rotation.  I started my Community Pharmacy rotation at a really small, nice little semi-independent pharmacy (which is associated with the hospital I did Internal Medicine at).  The customers are way nicer than at CVS, and there's a lot of hospice work involved as well.  Plus, the people I work with are a hoot.  We laugh every day and have a good time!  If only I didn't have to stand all day (which is killing my feet and back), I could really see myself working somewhere like there.

But the big news of February is that I NO LONGER WORK FOR CVS!  There is actually a humorous story associated with this.  I was at a Career Fair a few weeks ago and right before I was going to interview with CVS (out of courtesy, if nothing else), I was getting a call from my home store.  Well, I didn't answer it right away, but at the end of the day, I listened to my messages and it was a call from one of my pharmacists saying "I don't know what you've been told, but we still really need you to work this Sunday."  I was like "huh?  Wouldn't I normally work on Sunday like every week?"  So I gave her a call back, and it turns out our regional manager had been in that week and said that I was no longer working for the company.  Which was news to everyone.  Including me.  Nobody ever called me or anything.  Assholes.  So AT WORK on that Sunday, I got the call from my manager that I was being let go, basically because I didn't sign with the company ages ago and instead wanted to pursue the option of residency.  

And you know what?  Once I found out I had all the hours I needed for my license, I didn't really care.  CVS was slowly poisoning me the longer I stayed there.  It's a bad company that treats their employees like dirt, and aside from the paycheck I don't think I'll miss anything about working for them.  It's nice to have my Sundays back, too.

So that's where I am now.  Graduation is coming up in two months, and I'm really, really ready to be done with this whole school thing.  Six years is a long time to be working toward something. :)

Nooo!

Nov. 3rd, 2009 08:28 pm
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I'm so sad that this rotation is coming to an end! Psychiatric Pharmacy has been such an enjoyable rotation both in knowledge gained and people met (not to mention the great hours!) that I'm really depressed to see it go. It's highly unlikely that any of my other sites will top this one. I think I need to buy these people Starbucks tomorrow to thank them for such a nice time.

In other news, I turned 24. I had a nice dinner at the Cheesecake Factory with some friends last Thursday night, then celebrated with family by taking Saturday and going to the ocean. Definitely a nice time. :)

But for my birthday I treated myself to a huge Amazon order that included Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure. It's such a good movie! I just watched it back to back with the first one, and was a little sad to see that America Fererra no longer voices Fawn. But this was made up for by all of Terence's awesome screen time! I was blown away by how much they used him compared to the first movie. But poor Vidia didn't even have one line! Thankfully, it looks like that will be remedied in The Great Fairy Rescue due out next year.

Also, I was given the wonderful gift of illness all of last week. My head cold definitely kept the Kleenex industry in business. The only good to come of the illness was that I got sent home from work one day and then burned through three discs of the very addictive Peach Girl anime. Boy, I forgot how addictive those shoujo dramas can get! I ended up finishing the rest of the series that week. XD

Writing has been going well. I've added about 3000+ words to my Jewel Riders fic by doing 250-350 words a day (to equal out to about 1000 per week). I find that it's the only way I'll actually sit down an work on it, but writing in such small segments means sometimes things get forgotten that shouldn't, so some heavy editing will have to happen before posting the chapter on FF.net.

And I realized I haven't take any toy pictures in a long time! Hopefully I'll have some time this weekend and can snap shots of the Star Trek Dolls, Disney Fairies, and finally take pictures of my Jewel Riders collection.S

Comparisons

Oct. 3rd, 2009 02:36 pm
polychrome_pen: (Merlin - Merlin goofy)
After finishing my first week of the second rotation, I almost can't describe how much happier I am here. And "here" is a Psychiatric Hospital. XD

What it really comes down to is having an organized preceptor. Each week she has me reviewing patient charts based on specific disease states. Like last week it was patients with depression, and this coming week is patients with bipolar disorder. Also, I do a longish write up on the disease state each week.

So I not only feel that I'm actually learning things/refreshing my memory here, but my time is way better spent. I also work on specific projects - like making write-ups on the different flu vaccines that I have to present to the psychiatrists next week. Goodbye, boring-ass paper filing and standing around! The experience is really almost like night and day.

It doesn't hurt that I'm done by around 2:30 each day. :D I'll definitely be sad to see this rotation go (unlike Nuclear Pharmacy).

I still enjoy the place I'm renting, though I'm thinking of bringing a few more toys back with me. I miss having them around. I ordered the Star Trek dolls during the Barbie Dream Sale for super cheap, so it'll be nice when they show up. But now there's free shipping at Pullip Style too! I'd so order one if I hadn't just made the other sizable order. :(
Though I don't know if I'll be able to stop myself with those new Disney Fairies dolls. They have Terence, and Vidia!
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So I've made it halfway through my first Rotation, and have come to some conclusions.

1. Nuclear Pharmacy is not for me.
2. I actually miss seeing patients.
3. Though I don't miss dealing with their crappy insurance.

Seriously, I'm bored at this place. My preceptor is on vacation, so I find myself struggling to find things to do. You can only fill up syringe boxes so many times a day, after all.
I like the kickback attitude in some ways, though. I'm still very exhausted from the end of last semester and being on my feet all day at this place, so not having oodles of reports and projects to do when I get home at night is nice. I've been watching Avatar: The Last Airbender and reading the Ranger's Apprentice series.

Though not all is fun and games. We have quizzes and a professional poster to work on for our bi-weekly regional conferences, so I still have to study somewhat. Definitely not what I feel like doing after being on my feet all day. I got some insoles to help with the feet/leg/back pain, so we'll see how those go during the week.

I still miss home, though it's not quite so bad anymore. My Sac Home is starting to feel more homey (getting that bookcase and filling it up definitely helped me feel better!), so I suppose I'm adjusting. Still, when Sunday night rolls around, it's hard for me to get in the car and return to Sac Home. I cherish my weekends back Home with the family. :)
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Well, it's been some time since I last updated. I've been meaning to post about the start of my Rotations for some time, but just haven't gotten around to it. Laziness, your name is Justin.

I'm currently on my second week of six at the Nuclear Pharmacy, where I help out making radioactive drugs for cancer treatment or medical imaging purposes. It's definitely an interesting field, but I can't really see myself going into it as my profession. There's no patient contact and you work behind lead and tungsten shielding all the time. It actually made me miss CVS. Imagine that.

But I've gotten to do some really neat things already, like irradiate a patient's white blood cells so they can be reinjected and then travel to the site of an infection, thereby "lighting up" a previously unknown site of infection during imaging. Cool stuff. But again, working behind leaded glass is annoying. And going to work at 1 AM sometimes kind of sucks.

I also found a place to live up in Sacramento. I've got two rooms in a house about 15-20 minutes from where I work. One bedroom, the other functioning as an office. I even bought a little cheap bookcase at Target so that I can bring part of my library with me, which makes me feel a little more "at home."

Which is kind of the problem - the first week I got a little homesick. Definitely unexpected. I've always liked my quiet/alone time to watch stuff or read, but I think it was with the knowledge that my parents would be home later. Not talking to anyone outside of work threw me, that's for sure. I've been on my phone more in the last week than the last several months! It's amazing how you feel like calling anyone and everyone!

I haven't decided what to bring (or if I will at all) of my toy collection, but a few pieces might be nice. Probably nothing expensive like the Pullips, but figurines would go nicely.

On an unrelated note, if you haven't seen Ponyo yet and are an animation fan, you're really missing out. I also saw Ponyo last week, and it was surprise, surprise another Miyazaki masterpiece.

But bedtime now! Tomorrow after work I promised myself I'd start studying for my first upcoming quiz during our bi-weekly Conferences (where we get together with everyone else doing Rotations in our geographical region), and need the sleep.

Good News!

Aug. 6th, 2009 10:45 pm
polychrome_pen: (Specialists)
I passed my Sixth Semester! :D Helloooo, Rotations! But first, Orientation all day tomorrow. Boo.

Plus, I got a Smart Phone to run some clinical drug programs on/replace my old phone, and boy is it shiny!

Money Talk

May. 28th, 2009 10:19 pm
polychrome_pen: (MOTU - He-Man and Teela)
Going over my account again and doin' the sums, I realize I'm just not financially where I want to be before going on Rotations come August. I've only got about 2.5 months before I'll probably be quitting my job. Add to that a few weeks off for tests, and my earning power dwindles even further.

The long and short of it is, I'm probably going to extend my current toy buying moratorium through July. If I get through the semester then, I'll reward myself with a few more Pullips or the Simba Winx. But the money is just...not there to bring them home now.

If I'm feeling the desperate need for retail therapy books are probably the way to go. They're way cheaper in the long run. Ideally, though, I won't spend anything though that is incredibly unlikely!. I still have toys to debox and plenty of books to read anyway.

Speaking of Rotations, we finally got our location assignments! I got most of my first choices (yay Nuclear Pharmacy!), so I'm pretty happy about that. Plus, my six sites are fairly close together, so that narrows my apartment search range considerably.

I finished watching Neo Angelique ~Abyss~ today, and oh my is it a guilty pleasure. I actually downloaded it because of the Pullips based on it coming out next month. XD Lots of bishounen eye candy if that's your thing, but they're actually developed surprisingly well, and it's got a decent plot to boot! Angelique (the main character) is really darling too. I'm totally shipping her and Rayne.
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I wanted to thank all of you who weighed in on my Rotations site selection.

I picked Sacramento. :)

So I guess practicality won out over adventure? Is this the theme of my life or something?

But I am pleased. There's a good group of us going to Sacramento, which makes me feel better. Granted, Rotations don't start until August, but it's nice to have that out of the way and know where I'll be. (And Sac has a great cardiac hospital too! Like we'll get to observe open heart surgery great. How cool is that?)

Choices

Jan. 22nd, 2009 12:46 pm
polychrome_pen: (Drake of Jewel Riders)
So I'm hoping you all can weigh in a bit on a problem I'm facing.

Next Monday - the 26th - we choose our sites for Rotations. We will be in these areas for nine months, moving between six different pharmacy practice settings.

Until recently, this wasn't even a decision that I felt needed deciding - it was already practically a done deal that I wanted to go to Loma Linda. But recently, my friends have been trying to sway me to Sacramento.

Here's a bit about each region for you non-California people. :)

Loma Linda
- Smack in the middle of southern California and eight hours away, this regions represents my first true chance to get away from the area I live now. I have several old friends who live down here, as well as the chance at very affordable housing if I live with some friends of my Mom (who went to college down there).
- Also, I like that there's a large Adventist population. And it doesn't hurt that I'd be really close to Disneyland.
- But in a bit way I'm scared to death of being so far away from everything.

Sacramento
- This region is only about an hour's drive north from where I live, and although I wouldn't really be that far away it would still be a very different experience. Housing becomes trickier in this situation, though - I don't know where I would live.
- It would be nice to still be able to come home if I really wanted to. I'm not sure how homesick I might get. Heh.
- Also, the friends I've made in this program are mostly wanting to go there. And they want me to come with them. This is kind of a new concept for me.

I'm very undecided about this still, and probably won't really decide until I pick on Monday. But I would value some outside opinions.
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Nah.

Last weekend was one of the better ones I've had in recent memory (read: didn't spend the whole weekend doing homework).

On Friday, we had presentations from the various regions that are available for third-year rotations (which start this coming August!). I'd LOVE to go to one of the ones in Southern California; not because I like the area so much as that it's really my one chance to get away from home for a little bit. Plus some of my wonderful old friends live down there, and it would be fun to see them again for an extended period of time.

Saturday night, I drug my parents with me to the University Symphony, which I got into for free. They were performing Mozart's 23 piano concerto and Stravinsky's Firebird Suite (which for those of you who don't know was the final piece in Disney's Fantasia 2000). As usual, the University symphony was excellent; I really need to go see them a few more times while I can still get in for free with my student ID. :D

Also, I found out at work on Sunday that I had been Mystery Shopped. Much to my relief surprise, I got a perfect score, and a small gift card to a nearby restaurant! Yay for free food. :)

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